1. |
Final Girl
00:50
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I want to be the final girl
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2. |
Wish
04:08
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constantly wondering if there’s something wrong with me
i don’t know yet all i know is
everything is about me
i am a product of your torture
everything you do affects someone
and i’m right here to show you that
i wish i lived in the walls of your apartment
i wish i could hear everything
i wish, i wish, i wish i knew everything
you’ll all hang out at revery
and tell your stories about me
and make them up so effortlessly
i am so angry
but if you called me back
i’d tell you that i love you
and i’ve missed you all this time
i wish i lived in the walls of your apartment
i wish i could hear everything
i wish, i wish, i wish i knew everything
i wish i knew everything
i am so angry
but if you called me back
i’d tell you that i love you
and i’ve missed you all this time
i don’t even need an apology
i don’t even need an apology
i don’t even need an apology
i don’t even need an apology
i don’t even need an apology
i don’t even need an apology
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3. |
Teenage Dream
03:51
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everytime i’m in the bathroom i pray that i’ll die like Elvis
on the checkered tile
with my hair done
and all my clothes still on
crying in the stadium
how can i not think about it?
when it’s all around me,
holding hands,
and laughing in my face
leave me
no you’re never gonna leave me
when i ask you to believe me leave me
no you’re never gonna leave me
when i ask you to believe me
i’m always making you the villain
and i don’t know why
maybe it’s your long dark hair
or the way you make me cry
i can’t even watch that movie anymore
cause you look just like that actor
i wish i didn’t care
cause i love Teenage Dream
leave me
no you’re never gonna leave me
when i ask you to believe me
leave me
no you’re never gonna leave me
when i ask you to believe me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
leave me
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4. |
Swallow
04:29
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another night spent
looking at your mouth
now i’m in bed and alone
listening to Bookends
i know if you came
home with me tonight
we could watch all of your movies
i’d cry after each one
the only time that i spend talking
is talking about you
worried that my whole existence
is swallowed up by you
another day spent
pretending that you’re here now
i’m looking in the mirror but you’re
not standing behind me
the only time that i spend talking
is talking about you
worried that my whole existence
is swallowed up by you
this is so embarrassing
i tell everyone everything
only known you for a few months
but i can’t seem to
shut my mouth
the only time that i spend talking
is talking about you
worried that my whole existence
is swallowed up by you
the only time that i spend talking
is talking about you
worried that my whole existence
is swallowed up by you
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5. |
Somewhere
03:41
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sometimes when i lay beside you
i have to convince myself to like you
i hate everyone i’m in love with
i don’t know how it got like this
oh, oh
when the train skipped my stop
and you knew that it would
so you helped me out
cause you know i’m not from here
don’t think i’ll ever live here
i’d just get lost in somebody’s house
somewhere
whenever i have to see you
i wish that i could just feel free with you
like babies with their moms at weddings
and dogs hanging their heads out car windows
when you asked me to stay
and you knew that i would
so the bed was made
cause you know that i need you
don’t think i’ll ever leave you
i’d just get lost in somebody’s house somewhere
lost somewhere
lost somewhere
lost somewhere
lost somewhere
cause you know i’m not from here
don’t think i’ll ever live here
i’d just get lost in somebody’s house
and you know that i need you
don’t think i’ll ever leave you
i’d just get lost in somebody’s house somewhere
somewhere
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6. |
I Want To Be There
03:24
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i just want to go to sleep
i don’t know why i’m so lazy
there’s so much that i want to do
but i can’t leave my bed
so sick of being alone
tell me where’d all of my friends go?
i want to be there in two places
all at once
feels like my heart’s in something else
something, something else
another day being myself
hate that i’m with me forever
there’s so much that i want to say
but i can’t find the words
and i know that it’s wrong but
i always think about it
what if i did what i want
and felt nothing?
feels like my heart’s in something else
something, someone else
a home inside your head
i want to be there
i want to be there
feels like my heart’s in something else
something, someone else
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7. |
Denver
02:39
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your new adventure
you’re moving to denver
my big brother, i
love you more than you’ll ever know
you have me to talk to
you’ll never lose me even if
you wanted to
we have the same face
almost born on the same day
both carved from the stone
amethyst, you are my best friend
you have me to talk to
you’ll never lose me even if
you wanted to
wherever you go
i’ll always be behind you
and when you’re feeling down
i can visit your island
selfishly i wish
you’d never leave my city
but i’d fly to you anywhere
i’d live on your couch
this is all about you
you’ll never lose me even if
you wanted to
you’ll never lose me even if
you wanted to
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8. |
Revenant
04:05
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i know you miss me
cause you always show me
i would block you if i could
but you always find me
it’s been 3 years
why don’t you find somebody else
to abuse and annoy
mhmmhmhm
i was just so young when i met you
it’s so easy to manipulate
young girls these days
i always have to remind myself
to unclench my jaw
when i think about the years
you tormented me
maybe i could just walk it off
you took me away from all my friends
all the shit you said to them
was never okay
why’d i even choose to let you in?
it’s embarrassing to remember it
now that i’m 23
don’t you feel like you ruined
this, now, i’m waiting for you to leave
now, sick of checking my phone and seeing your name
i wish i knew how to forget everything
that’s ever happened to me
‘16 was the worst year of my life
there’s so much to blame
but mostly just you
i was so glad when you moved away
see you’ve changed yourself for all of
your new conformist friends
i hope that they see the real
you, now, i’m still waiting for you to leave
me, sick of checking my phone and seeing your name
i wish i knew how to forget everything
that’s ever happened to me
all the things you ruined for me
i know that you still think of me fondly
i haven’t seen you in years but
my throat closes up whenever i
see a volkswagen
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9. |
Emma Marie
04:00
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you’re the coolest girl in the world
with your big brown eyes
and long straight hair
and the freckle on your forehead
i wish i could live in your house
with all of your pretty things
i would cook you dinner
and lay beside you in your bed
everything i have i’d give you
my friend,
emma marie
i’m loving you from atlanta
and every city on tour
i can’t wait to see you
famous in northern france
everyone who knows you loves you
my friend,
emma marie
no one knows me like you do
and there’s nothing that i wouldn’t tell you
my friend,
emma marie
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10. |
Destroyer
05:23
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why did i come to brooklyn?
i can’t ride the train at night
he had to drink just to see me,
for our paths to align
sometimes in my memory
your faces blend together
but if i ever want to see him
i can just go online
and i know you’d mind
if you could see the side of me
that doesn’t need you
anything i do could
be the destroyer
be the destroyer
be the destroyer
be the destroyer
i’m watching it all happen
like a movie in my head
you’re both played by sam rockwell
your roles are intertwined
and i know you’d mind
if you could see the side of me
that doesn’t need you
anything i do could
be the destroyer
be the destroyer
be the destroyer
be the destroyer
and i know you’d mind
if you could see the side of me
that doesn’t need you
whatever i choose could
be the destroyer
be the destroyer
be the destroyer
be the destroyer
be the destroyer
be the destroyer
be the destroyer
be the destroyer
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11. |
When I'm Alone
03:13
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i am so happy with you
till i open my mouth
and my words misconstrue
i want you to know
i’d do anything for you
and i know you would too
if i got under your skin
could i say too much?
would you even listen?
when i’m alone
i feel like i’ve always been
then the spiral begins
shut me up like a dog
and i’ll wait by your door
till you hold me or feed me
i always want more
are you too scared to leave me
now that you know what i’m capable of?
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12. |
Permanent State
04:33
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what can anyone tell me
that i don’t already know?
i’ve been asked this my whole life
but i don’t know why
all of my recurring dreams
are about me being
humiliated in public
but i don’t know why
i don’t want to know why
i can’t stop looking
for some kind of
permanent state
i always feel like i have to change
would you all like me
if i was different?
when i’m in my car and i
look out the window and i
realize i’m real and i’m here
but i don’t feel it
even being around friends
i don’t know how to show them
that i love them all so much
but do they feel it?
i hope that they feel it
i can’t stop looking
for some kind of
permanent state
i always feel like i have to change
would you all like me
if i was different?
i could be different
i could be different
i hate writing songs
all these words
and memories
i have to recall
they’re so hard to write down
and make sound
clever and beautiful
like no one’s ever heard them before
i could be different
i want to be different
i could be different
i want to be different
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girlpuppy Atlanta, Georgia
Girlpuppy is 23 year old Atlanta based singer-songwriter Becca Harvey. Following her first track For You and it's success, she enlisted the help of Marshall Vore (Phoebe Bridgers) to make her debut ep, Swan. Her debut album, produced by Samuel Acchione (Alex G) and engineered by Henry Stoehr (Slow Pulp) is out October 28th. ... more
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